I was lucky I guess; my parents are very caring but not smothering. Yeah, they lock my cell phone and monitor my web time but I understand. I'm a kid and I don't always make the best choices; so they keep an eye on what I do but they don't get in my way mostly. My dad doesn't know how to clear his history and he looks at some weird stuff, Mom too.
When Mom got home, I was ready to go to Dr. Melner's office but she said we wouldn't be going. She told me that she had talked to him and he said that I wasn't telling him anything that would help him to resolve my issues.
That pissed me off and I told my Mom what had been going on all this time.
"Mom, he never listens to what I say, he just asks a bunch of stupid questions about how I feel about you and Dad and authority. He says I'll grow out of the nightmares but it's not happening."
"I know Honey, but I don't know where we can take you that can get results."
I explained to her about Peter and his uncle and Peter's eyes and how we talked.
"You say this doctor only treats children and teens? That might be the answer. Frankly, I never liked Dr. Melner but he was recommended by a friend so we tried him. I wish you had said something about his methods earlier."
"I'm sorry Mom, but I didn't think you would take my word over his, I mean he's a doctor and you've been paying him and well, you know."
"I would have checked up on whatever you told me, Honey, you should know that."
"I'm sorry Mom, I should have trusted you more."
When Dad got home, I asked if he could unlock my phone so I could add Peter's number so he could call me with his uncle's number. When I handed it back so he could re-lock it, he asked if I thought I could be trusted with an unlocked phone. I told him I thought so and he said, "Well, let's leave it unlocked for a while and see how you make out. You're getting a little old for us to be monitoring your phone so closely. As a matter of fact I think we'll activate your data and wi-fi."
"Oh cool Dad, thank you! I won't let you down and I won't go nuts texting everybody I know. Um Dad, do you know how to erase your browser history from the computer?"
"Well, actually no, I don't. Did you look up something you shouldn't have?"
"No, I meant your history. I can show you how to clear it so Mom won't see it if she checks."
Dad got a little red in the cheeks and said, "Maybe you could do that. Um, you haven't gone to any of the sites you've seen in my history have you?"
"Only once by accident; I hit the back button on the browser and it went to a site about Disney porn comics. But I hit home and started over. I've heard about them from friends who look at Anime' and Hentai' comics online. I guess they're okay, they don't hurt anybody but I'll never look at Goofy the same way." I grinned at my Dad.
"You know about Hentai' and stuff like that?"
"Dad, I have a penis. Of course I know about that stuff. I've seen some on other boy's phones and tablets. I'm not really into it so you don't have to worry."
"I know son, I think most parents hate the idea of their little ones getting old enough to think about sex, not as an abstract notion but something real. I hope you'll still come to me for questions about difficult stuff. You know you can get a straight answer from me."
"What if it's not a straight question?"
"Ask it, I'll answer if I can or find the answer with you. Are you concerned that you might be gay?"
"No Dad, not concerned, I really haven't thought enough about that stuff yet but maybe we could talk about some stuff when you have a chance and we can be alone."
"Anytime Jules, we can go to my study and talk about whatever you need to talk about. It's why I'm here and it's part of my job as your Dad."
"Thanks Dad, let me think about the stuff I want to talk about and I'll let you know."
"Do you want to teach me that clear history thing now?"
"Sure Dad, it's easy."
Dad gave me a rough house hug and smacked my butt and we went to the family room.
Peter called at six-thirty on the dot and gave me his uncle's number.
At dinner, we discussed my lack of progress with Dr. Melner. Mom said she would call Dr. Ray Moorfield's office and request an appointment.
I was glad, Dr. Melner had been harsh and judgmental and not at all supportive. It was like he thought I was making it up although he never really said so.
Mom asked why I never said anything and I explained that I didn't know how he was supposed to act so I didn't know if he was bad at it or that was his technique.
Mom went online right after dinner to get references for Dr. Moorfield. At eight fifteen, she found me and told me that there was an opening for an initial visit available the next day and wanted to know if I was ready to try the new doctor. I told her I was and she booked the appointment for eleven Saturday morning. My head reeled a bit but I had to hope that this man could help me.
Mom's phone rang a little after nine; our friend Geneva had an emergency and needed someone who could watch her boys on short notice. Benji and Bobby were pretty cool, Bobby had just turned eleven and Benji was about to turn ten. I knew it meant sharing my room and I would be watching them by myself because Mom and Dad had a company function to attend and they were actually getting dressed when Geneva called.
Mom explained that Jack was in Portland with kidney stones and Geneva was going to fly up and be with him. I was told it was an agonizing condition and I presumed that part was passing the stones through the penis. Dad corrected my misconception explaining that they were very small and you wouldn't notice them as they left your body. It's the trip between the kidneys and bladder that hurts. He said it feels like somebody is beating you in the back with an axe handle.
I told them I could handle the boys because they liked me and they were fun to be around and they rarely lasted past ten o'clock. Fifteen minutes after her call, they were at the door. Geneva had to rush to catch her plane and she held out a twenty dollar bill.
"I can't take that, you're our friend. Besides, you brought me some company for the evening. Tell Uncle Jack I said to get well soon."
I felt Dad squeeze my shoulder and Geneva gave me a big wet kiss on the cheek, hugged Mom and went out the door.
"That was nice sweetheart; I think you overwhelmed her a bit."
"I didn't mean to; it just didn't seem right to take money for something like this."
"No Jules, it's a good thing. It was very kind of you and she was touched, that's all."
"Oh, okay, as long as everything's still okay."
I went in search of my two guests. I found them quite nude in my room; they were in the process of putting on their pajamas.
"Have you guys showered yet?"
"No we um, I guess we better huh?"
"Put your underwear back on and I'll go tell Mom and Dad goodbye and we can go together okay?"
Both of them said yes enthusiastically.
With Mom and Dad out the door and the locks set as well as the alarm, I went back to my room where a Lego war was in progress. I have a large collection and they were racing to build towers.
I turned on the shower and went back into my room to strip and both boys watched with interest.
"What?" I asked them.
"We just want to see it; you know your dick."
"You must have seen it a hundred times, what's the big deal?"
They both shrugged their shoulders and I slipped off my purple boxer briefs. For once, my uncle Dan had sent me something for Christmas I actually wanted: cool underwear. Mom had taken note and I didn't have any tighty-whitey's in my drawer anymore. Almost every boy I knew had to wear the white briefs.
We all jumped into my shower and I knew these guys were going to be all over me. Benji was like a clone of his older brother. Both had red hair in a standard boy's haircut and they were so pale you could make out veins under their skin. Each had a crop of freckles under their brilliant green eyes. They were pretty nice kids unless you teased them about being ginger. Their grandfather had told them that they were Pictish princes and anyone who scoffed should meet their sword. He really said that. Then he taught them the art of the head butt and told them that getting the first blow in was a good way to win a fight without the other guy throwing a punch. I got to go with them to the Highland Games and they wore kilts and looked great. They didn't wear anything under them either; they showed me and anybody bold enough to ask. I had known them for years and they were like brothers to me. They stayed over often enough that when I got a larger bed we kept the bunk beds in my room.
In the shower, they were all over me. They tickled and squeezed and we all had boners. I gave as good as I got, and we all giggled like girls. I got them to get busy washing up and shampooed my hair and while I had my eyes closed, I felt something very weird. It was a fantastic silky hot wetness around my boner. I rinsed the shampoo out of my eyes and looked. Benji's lips were all the way against my groin. I couldn't believe it, the sensation was fantastic but I felt like I should stop him, and as I started to say stop, my body decided something else instead. I had an amazing orgasm and squirted a couple days worth of my gooey semen in his mouth. That surprised him more than it did me. He pulled off and coughed a little.
"What was that? You squirted something in my mouth, did you pee?"
"No, I didn't pee. Why did you do that?
"I thought you'd like it, Bobby does."
"It's okay Benji, it's probably just sperms," Bobby offered.
"Cool Jules, you make sperms?" Benji asked.
"Um yeah, for a couple months now; do you really do that to Bobby?"
"Uh huh, he likes it a lot but he doesn't squirt, he does it to me too but I just get a funny feeling. "
"Nobody ever did it to me before, it was weird."
"I like it, yours feels good in my mouth and it's a lot bigger than Bobby's."
"It's not really that big, I measured it and it's only three inches and a bit more."
"Mine's two and three quarters, I think I'm going to be squirting soon, my twitches feel different lately, more intense. Jerry said his was like that just before he could squirt. We all showed our boners in the restroom at school. Tommy and Jason have the biggest and I'm third tied with Johnny," Bobby said with no small amount of pride.
"We better get finished and get out before we run out of hot water," I recommended.
We dried off and went back into my room. Bobby asked Benji if he would suck him and Benji said sure. Bobby stretched out on his back on my bed with his legs spread wide. Benji went to work and really got busy. He slurped Bobby into his mouth and then pulled off and licked behind his balls and then his ball sack and back to his dick. What a sight, I was hard as hell and I watched like a zombie. Pretty soon Bobby said it was about to happen and he squirmed and humped Benji's mouth and suddenly fell back limp on the bed. Benji and I watched as Bobby's boner wilted.
"Give me a minute Benji; I'll take care of you." Bobby said.
"Would you like to do it again? Benji asked me.
"I uh um, you mean like you just did to him?"
"Uh huh."
My face felt hot but I said yes and Benji grinned at me.
"I'll warn you before I squirt," I promised.
"It's okay; I just never had it before. It wasn't bad, kind of salty and sweet at the same time," Benji chirped.
That's what I had thought when I tasted it the last time.
I lay on my bed as Bobby had and Bobby got up to watch.
"You're going to love this Jules, just relax."
I closed my eyes and felt Benji's tongue really close to my butthole; I didn't know it was so sensitive or that it was sexy. He licked my sack and it felt great. All this was new to me, and then once again he slipped his lips over the head of my extremely hard dick. His tongue explored every feature and took me in all the way to the groin again. I could already feel the semen rising in my groin and everything he did brought it closer. I fought it; I wanted this to last as long as possible.
"Want me to show you what Bobby is doing to me right now?"
I grunted an affirmative sound and he started prodding my butthole with his thumb or knuckles and I lost the battle with my orgasm. I came so hard I thought my dick would split open.
When Benji did that, Bobby was rubbing Benji's butthole and stroking his dick and he held me in his mouth and got his "feelings" before he released me.
"Maaan! That was great! How did you learn to do that?"
"If I tell you, you can't tell anyone okay?" Benji ordered.
"Okay," I agreed.
"Jeremy and I tried it. His cousin was always trying to get him to do it and it made him wonder what the big deal was so he asked if I wanted to try it and I said yes. It felt pretty good and I liked it but I liked sucking Jeremy's more than having him do it to me. I like how it feels in my mouth."
"Would you like me to do it to you?" I asked.
"Na, I don't seem to get as much out of it as someone your age or Bobby's, and I'm kind of sleepy," Benji yawned.
They both looked sleepy so I helped them with their pajamas and got them to bed. All Benji wanted was a kiss on the cheek and he was out. Bobby was already asleep by the time I stood up to check if he wanted anything. I gave him a kiss and turned out the lights. Then I went downstairs to think.